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i am soooo bored @ work its sick.
i finished lunch at 1:00...and this has by far been the longest 59 minutes of my life.
i think i have looked at every website humanly possible. i thought about cleaning my desk...just to give me something to do.
&&&&& i still have 3 more hours to go.
fuck presidents day.
nothing really is new. over the weekend i got my hair done, & went shopping with neese girl. we spent a lot of bonding time together this weekend.
i got some new clothes, and aunt carol a birthday card.
friday i have the day off work and @ 8am i have a drs. appointment, for that nasty glucose test for gestational diabetes. apparently i get to drink this really sweeeet stuff and they take my blood, and hopefully, everything will come back normal so i dont have to take that three hour test! then i have a dermatologist appointment. theeen were celebrating aunt carols birthday.
ive been petrified lately of everything. im all depressed because im gaining weight, i just feel like a fat, ugly, lazy ass bum all the time. i just keep telling myself "its only temporary". but now im just worried about the placenta not moving to where its supposed to, and labor and everything. i guess you just got to roll with it, because its going to come whether i want it to or not.
ive been feeling miss thang moving around like crazy. i think its pretty cool shes on my schedule, in the morning when i wake up, before i even get out of bed, shes moving around like my little alarm clock. then allllll the way to work, and during the day @ work, and as the night goes on i feel her less and less. its the coolest thing.
i can hardly believe that she'll be here within 4 months, anddd ill be 20
i really need to start calling around the places im interested in for the baby shower, because it's only going to be about 2 months away, and we still have to plan it all out, and figure between, me, my mom, jen, kathy and janet, whose going to do what.
only like 10 minutes have gone by......
i think i might fall asleep before these 3 hours are over.
i misssss my friendss. its been so long. :(
i finished lunch at 1:00...and this has by far been the longest 59 minutes of my life.
i think i have looked at every website humanly possible. i thought about cleaning my desk...just to give me something to do.
&&&&& i still have 3 more hours to go.
fuck presidents day.
nothing really is new. over the weekend i got my hair done, & went shopping with neese girl. we spent a lot of bonding time together this weekend.
i got some new clothes, and aunt carol a birthday card.
friday i have the day off work and @ 8am i have a drs. appointment, for that nasty glucose test for gestational diabetes. apparently i get to drink this really sweeeet stuff and they take my blood, and hopefully, everything will come back normal so i dont have to take that three hour test! then i have a dermatologist appointment. theeen were celebrating aunt carols birthday.
ive been petrified lately of everything. im all depressed because im gaining weight, i just feel like a fat, ugly, lazy ass bum all the time. i just keep telling myself "its only temporary". but now im just worried about the placenta not moving to where its supposed to, and labor and everything. i guess you just got to roll with it, because its going to come whether i want it to or not.
ive been feeling miss thang moving around like crazy. i think its pretty cool shes on my schedule, in the morning when i wake up, before i even get out of bed, shes moving around like my little alarm clock. then allllll the way to work, and during the day @ work, and as the night goes on i feel her less and less. its the coolest thing.
i can hardly believe that she'll be here within 4 months, anddd ill be 20
i really need to start calling around the places im interested in for the baby shower, because it's only going to be about 2 months away, and we still have to plan it all out, and figure between, me, my mom, jen, kathy and janet, whose going to do what.
only like 10 minutes have gone by......
i think i might fall asleep before these 3 hours are over.
i misssss my friendss. its been so long. :(