ill tear us apart
today, i realized just how truly blessed that i am.
i talked to an old friend on the phone. i thought the old feeling, the closeness or bond we once shared would be momentarily rekindled during this conversation of where our lives are now, and to my surprise, i was disappointed. after merely seconds, i could hear in his voice alone, how amazingly different we had both become. i immediately felt entirely greatful and proud of the person ive turned into. i am completely surrounded by family, friends, and the most wonderful man ive ever met, who adore me. i am smart. i am responsible. i know who i am, what i want out of life, and how to go about getting it. i have a huge, generous heart and a good soul, and im not affraid to be me.at the end of the day, im living the best life i possibly can. in a little over 4 short months, the whole reason im here, and my purpose in life, is going to be made whole when i give birth to my baby girl. from that day on, nothing i ever do will be as important, as life changing and as rewarding as that day. i will no longer have to try to get people, and their stories about getting drunk and throwing up all over the place, or acting ridiculously, because MY life, makes perfect sense. and i cannot wait.
i talked to an old friend on the phone. i thought the old feeling, the closeness or bond we once shared would be momentarily rekindled during this conversation of where our lives are now, and to my surprise, i was disappointed. after merely seconds, i could hear in his voice alone, how amazingly different we had both become. i immediately felt entirely greatful and proud of the person ive turned into. i am completely surrounded by family, friends, and the most wonderful man ive ever met, who adore me. i am smart. i am responsible. i know who i am, what i want out of life, and how to go about getting it. i have a huge, generous heart and a good soul, and im not affraid to be me.at the end of the day, im living the best life i possibly can. in a little over 4 short months, the whole reason im here, and my purpose in life, is going to be made whole when i give birth to my baby girl. from that day on, nothing i ever do will be as important, as life changing and as rewarding as that day. i will no longer have to try to get people, and their stories about getting drunk and throwing up all over the place, or acting ridiculously, because MY life, makes perfect sense. and i cannot wait.