2006 was my last entry
Its been so long since I've even thought about writing in here. I don't know if its the beer I'm drinking at the moment, or if its just sheer boredom that led me here tonight. Either way. I'm here, sitting and reviewing a me that I don't remember much of. A me that has been so far gone for so long that its hard to believe that, what I am reading... I wrote.
Ha. The ever changing me. Isn't that something? From the obvious things like... a different boyfriend, haircut, and maturity level. To the things that are not so easy to pinpoint. A different lifestyle (and how many of those I have gone through!) an amazing job and a newfound self awareness. I can't even begin to describe the past couple years of my life. So...I won't. There really is no need.
Some things of course will never change. I guess thats something to be thankful for. I've been with my current boyfriend (Mark) for 1 year and one month. Its been nothing but fantastic. I love him more than words can say. We are too perfect. Its amazing.
But, as my brother's (Dante) girlfriend (Sam) pointed out by placing three pictures together....I have a "type." She took a picture of Tristan, Jon and Mark and put them in a paint document and hit me with the sucker punch to the face. Unbelievable. I don't think its a bad thing. But when you go around not concentrating on physical features intently....and someone does that to you...It kinda makes you stop and think a moment. Lucky for me I didn't have to think that long. I came to the realization that they were all drastically different from each other personality wise- VERY quickly. Which made me feel better.
I'm just rambling on as usual. Its funny. When everything is content and happy in my life, I find it hard to write. Like...what I just wrote ^..... who really cares? I don't even care about that and I wrote about it anyway. Beer does strange things to you at 3am. Quite honestly. I don't even know what I would say in a journal entry. I've been focusing so much energy into my pictures...should I talk about that? But whats to really say about pictures. They speak for themselves.
Maybe I just need to go to bed.
I'll probably update sometime again. when? who knows. Probably 2008. If before then, I'll be shocked.
Ha. The ever changing me. Isn't that something? From the obvious things like... a different boyfriend, haircut, and maturity level. To the things that are not so easy to pinpoint. A different lifestyle (and how many of those I have gone through!) an amazing job and a newfound self awareness. I can't even begin to describe the past couple years of my life. So...I won't. There really is no need.
Some things of course will never change. I guess thats something to be thankful for. I've been with my current boyfriend (Mark) for 1 year and one month. Its been nothing but fantastic. I love him more than words can say. We are too perfect. Its amazing.
But, as my brother's (Dante) girlfriend (Sam) pointed out by placing three pictures together....I have a "type." She took a picture of Tristan, Jon and Mark and put them in a paint document and hit me with the sucker punch to the face. Unbelievable. I don't think its a bad thing. But when you go around not concentrating on physical features intently....and someone does that to you...It kinda makes you stop and think a moment. Lucky for me I didn't have to think that long. I came to the realization that they were all drastically different from each other personality wise- VERY quickly. Which made me feel better.
I'm just rambling on as usual. Its funny. When everything is content and happy in my life, I find it hard to write. Like...what I just wrote ^..... who really cares? I don't even care about that and I wrote about it anyway. Beer does strange things to you at 3am. Quite honestly. I don't even know what I would say in a journal entry. I've been focusing so much energy into my pictures...should I talk about that? But whats to really say about pictures. They speak for themselves.
Maybe I just need to go to bed.
I'll probably update sometime again. when? who knows. Probably 2008. If before then, I'll be shocked.