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I opened the door...it shut...and now adam's gone.
Smile. This is what you wanted right?
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If this is what I wanted then why does it hurt so bad and why can I not stop crying. Im not crying because i regret anything...I dont regret anything that happend in our relationship. Honestly I wouldnt change a thing...it was perfect. Why im leaving the perfectness... freedom... why? Dont ask cause i couldnt tell you. ~ adam if you read this ~ i love you...dont ever forget that. I will always be you're best friend..i dont want to lose that. I hope that this isnt the end... maybe "we met to young" - down to you... I hope thats the case because we definitly were great together...no denying that!! Anytime we wished anything ...i wished that we'd be together forever ...and ever... same as you :) and who knows it may come true. But for right now I just need to be free... as stupid as that may sound ...its what i need or at least what I think I need. Smile sunshine.... "everythings going to be alright"
Tear...
Smile. This is what you wanted right?
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If this is what I wanted then why does it hurt so bad and why can I not stop crying. Im not crying because i regret anything...I dont regret anything that happend in our relationship. Honestly I wouldnt change a thing...it was perfect. Why im leaving the perfectness... freedom... why? Dont ask cause i couldnt tell you. ~ adam if you read this ~ i love you...dont ever forget that. I will always be you're best friend..i dont want to lose that. I hope that this isnt the end... maybe "we met to young" - down to you... I hope thats the case because we definitly were great together...no denying that!! Anytime we wished anything ...i wished that we'd be together forever ...and ever... same as you :) and who knows it may come true. But for right now I just need to be free... as stupid as that may sound ...its what i need or at least what I think I need. Smile sunshine.... "everythings going to be alright"
Tear...