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Ive got some kind of tummy ickiness today, and have pretty much been either sitting on the pot, or curled up in a ball of pain on the couch since 6 this morning. I dont know whats going on, but i want it to stoooop. I think i might even have a touch of fever, which is rare for me.
I'm major stressed out lately, and i think that might be why i feel so bad. I am just tired of being uprooted with so little notice. We're leaving here on the 14th, driving to SC to spend some time with our families, then driving up to NY. Ft. Drum is about 20 miles from Lake Ontario. Helloooo lake effect snows. Thats not really bothering me though. I've gotten comfortable here. Stupid anxiety. Stupid comfort zones. I'm scared out of my mind about moving somewhere new, having to find another place to live, meeting new people... I think i am going to ask my doctor to either up my Zoloft dosage, or give me something i can take on "panic days" so i dont end up the way i know i will be. Settling in to a new place so close to Christmas... In the middle of winter... Thats always the hardest time of the year for me. Oi vey.
when Cal gets home today... im going to go pass out for a few days. *flop*
I'm major stressed out lately, and i think that might be why i feel so bad. I am just tired of being uprooted with so little notice. We're leaving here on the 14th, driving to SC to spend some time with our families, then driving up to NY. Ft. Drum is about 20 miles from Lake Ontario. Helloooo lake effect snows. Thats not really bothering me though. I've gotten comfortable here. Stupid anxiety. Stupid comfort zones. I'm scared out of my mind about moving somewhere new, having to find another place to live, meeting new people... I think i am going to ask my doctor to either up my Zoloft dosage, or give me something i can take on "panic days" so i dont end up the way i know i will be. Settling in to a new place so close to Christmas... In the middle of winter... Thats always the hardest time of the year for me. Oi vey.
when Cal gets home today... im going to go pass out for a few days. *flop*