emo moment

[stellarpink]

my moms dumb i'm confused about myself and the world my sister is bossy i'm lonely work isn't fulfilling my future has never been so unclear i don't want to be comforted i hate moving on jealousy is the devil i'm broke but i need to buy school stuff i can't afford good running shoes i can't sleep in i can't stay up late i'm scared of the world and what it could do to me i wish i was more independent and a little less emotional and a little more confident in myself i hate seeing good things pass i hate giving in and moreso giving up i can't watch movies alone anymore i can't figure out what i want
i can't wait for boston

sorry for the lame-o entry. it was needed.