Jul 25, 2004 22:29
im so better off without him
but he needs to STOP calling, hopefully this phone call really gave him the hint that i dont want to talk to him anymore and i dont want him to call me anymore.
he cant just step into my life now, he cant just pretent like he cares now when i know that he doesnt. it's because he doesnt have anyone right now it's because he is bored and he wants to call me to fill some void. but im NOT IT... i cant be his little scape goat everytime he is by himself or bored. or even ready to talk.
it's too late! i dont even want to deal with him anymore. i have a someone. and i adore him more than anything ever
he is so important to me, and i havent told him any of this. should i? is it important that he know? i have no idea where to start to tell him
we have been over the ex talk. but we didnt get too into it because we want to concentrate on our future so we decided not to go too much into the ' ex file '
god, now here come all the questions
HEY! here is a good idea melissa
DONT ANSWER HIS PHONE CALLS... then you wouldent be all rigid!
ok that was my third person talk there
' but so what im better off everyday when im standing in the pouring rain i think of you then im ok, i used to think i had it good but now i know it wasent anything till it was with you.'
' my friends keep calling, they say im stallin' they wanna meet you now... i tell them hell no we wanna lay low, dont want to loose what i have.'