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oh how overrated high school is. "it's the best years of your life." "you can
never go back." kiss my ass, these years are such bullshit, school-wise.
people-wise, i'm pretty tired of dealing with the imposter personalities.
first, there's the need to label each other. i'm so
emo/harcore/straightedge/hip/glam/surfer/preppy. really, i'm happy for you. now
where's your substance? that's what i thought. you don't have any.
and i understand that people are like this just about anywhere, but it seems to
be nauseatingly elevated in south florida. i want to go home, but i have no
idea where the hell that is. it's not where home used to be, i don't belong
there anymore. home isnt here, either.
i desire nothing more than college to be more tolerable. i'm not asking for
perfection, because perfection is boring. i'm just so frustrated with people
and their surface level interaction. and i loathe being part of it.
somehow i managed to find friends among this wasteland of desolate and
unimpressive debris. oh, you call it high school. i hereby declare it the
learning institution of immoral hellians. ok, so not everyone is bad. but i get
the impression that there are no limits to what people will do to gain an edge.
in anything. all you people who have the same gpa that i do and don't work for
it at all....may 10,000 parasites the size of camel testicles attach themselves
to your pretty little faces. i have no respect for you.
all i see lately are people trying to out-do other people. people desperatly
attempting to imitate someone they esteem to be "cool" or "gangsta" or
whatever. give me a break. laura knows EXACTLY who i'm talking about.
in other news:
*homecoming is friday! can't wait, sarahs after =-D aww i haven't seen all my
girlies [and those rather cool guys i used to see ;-)] in so long, it's
depressing.
*fsu called me today. can't wait til nov 1.
*i hate the school system =-( tyler i wish i could be there for you tomorrow
love. <3 2.2% is so wrong, what an evil plot to bring me down to such a
despicable ultimatum.
SARAH IS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sarah i missed you oh so much! yay for
us.
Laura is speaking to me like a normal person again
effie i miss you, i never see, what the hell you skanky whore.
chelsea when will i see you again?!? entirely too long.
justin david pease. where is my retarded lover*drool*
*apparently i've been outta the loop. it's ok, 3 more quarters and i'll be a
free woman. oh god that's an eternity. and to maintain my grades. or my
precious sanity. how will i ever.
never go back." kiss my ass, these years are such bullshit, school-wise.
people-wise, i'm pretty tired of dealing with the imposter personalities.
first, there's the need to label each other. i'm so
emo/harcore/straightedge/hip/glam/surfer/preppy. really, i'm happy for you. now
where's your substance? that's what i thought. you don't have any.
and i understand that people are like this just about anywhere, but it seems to
be nauseatingly elevated in south florida. i want to go home, but i have no
idea where the hell that is. it's not where home used to be, i don't belong
there anymore. home isnt here, either.
i desire nothing more than college to be more tolerable. i'm not asking for
perfection, because perfection is boring. i'm just so frustrated with people
and their surface level interaction. and i loathe being part of it.
somehow i managed to find friends among this wasteland of desolate and
unimpressive debris. oh, you call it high school. i hereby declare it the
learning institution of immoral hellians. ok, so not everyone is bad. but i get
the impression that there are no limits to what people will do to gain an edge.
in anything. all you people who have the same gpa that i do and don't work for
it at all....may 10,000 parasites the size of camel testicles attach themselves
to your pretty little faces. i have no respect for you.
all i see lately are people trying to out-do other people. people desperatly
attempting to imitate someone they esteem to be "cool" or "gangsta" or
whatever. give me a break. laura knows EXACTLY who i'm talking about.
in other news:
*homecoming is friday! can't wait, sarahs after =-D aww i haven't seen all my
girlies [and those rather cool guys i used to see ;-)] in so long, it's
depressing.
*fsu called me today. can't wait til nov 1.
*i hate the school system =-( tyler i wish i could be there for you tomorrow
love. <3 2.2% is so wrong, what an evil plot to bring me down to such a
despicable ultimatum.
SARAH IS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sarah i missed you oh so much! yay for
us.
Laura is speaking to me like a normal person again
effie i miss you, i never see, what the hell you skanky whore.
chelsea when will i see you again?!? entirely too long.
justin david pease. where is my retarded lover*drool*
*apparently i've been outta the loop. it's ok, 3 more quarters and i'll be a
free woman. oh god that's an eternity. and to maintain my grades. or my
precious sanity. how will i ever.