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[stellarchick527]

My life needs to go back to how it was before anything or anyone happened. That is now what i am going to be focusing on. I should know that I wont have a decent relationship anytime soon. Im just worn out. Im fed up with the feeling and the same shit I hear over and over again. Im just over all of this. Its sad how easily I get turned off when it comes to certain things said to me. From today on Im not going to care about any body in my life besides the few that i care about. Period. This is going to be simple.

- passions is on..i have to stop writing..-

I have a goal.
Im not getting anywhere with how ive been acting and feeling..
Im stressed and I could be worse.
Period.
This is stopping.
Im going to be the happy person everyone tells me i am.
I want to smile.
I have soo much to look forward to.
In 8 months my life is going to be fucking amazing and none of this bullshit is going to be apart of it.
Fuck ya.
Cheers to 8 months.
No more buying not needed clothes.
NO more buying everyone food.
No more wasting gas.
No more for 8 months.
I will have no life, i dont care anymore because I know in 8 months my fucking life is going to be amazing with the best people in it. The people that matter are always going to be apart of me and for everyone else I hope your life goes good for you. Good luck with everything. Mmmhmm..la la.. Im gone, im sure people will miss me when im out of their lifes for good. <3

:)