What you came here for…
Why don’t we steal away?
Bla bla blah 😑
What a weird crux of life to experience. I have no doubts this will be reminisced to the fullest once it’s over. But I do see through the coats. Despite not being able to make out full shapes I know I’m meant to be here right now doing exactly this. And despite thinking I’m a piece of trash constantly I know I am not, actually quite the opposite. I’m finally at the point I searched for almost a decade ago. I waited and pushed. I accepted and rejected. I felt it all. And I’m grateful, for ever torturing moment of my minuscule life that I’ve endured. I’m thankful for my enemies, for they made me push harder and despite them directly causing my ptsd I would save them if they lay dying before me. And I also can’t wait to die, not that I want to in a suicidal way, just that I know in my heart I have tried my hardest to be my best and love everyone around me without expecting it back. Thank you earth for this cosmic ball of nerves meat and bone, despite not knowing what all is happening or will happen, I’m satisfied with you my creator. Completely satisfied and thankful.
L&L
CHEL
Bla bla blah 😑
What a weird crux of life to experience. I have no doubts this will be reminisced to the fullest once it’s over. But I do see through the coats. Despite not being able to make out full shapes I know I’m meant to be here right now doing exactly this. And despite thinking I’m a piece of trash constantly I know I am not, actually quite the opposite. I’m finally at the point I searched for almost a decade ago. I waited and pushed. I accepted and rejected. I felt it all. And I’m grateful, for ever torturing moment of my minuscule life that I’ve endured. I’m thankful for my enemies, for they made me push harder and despite them directly causing my ptsd I would save them if they lay dying before me. And I also can’t wait to die, not that I want to in a suicidal way, just that I know in my heart I have tried my hardest to be my best and love everyone around me without expecting it back. Thank you earth for this cosmic ball of nerves meat and bone, despite not knowing what all is happening or will happen, I’m satisfied with you my creator. Completely satisfied and thankful.
L&L
CHEL