the moon's in flames..
it was orange.
and it was pretty amazing.
today consisted of tanning in the morning out on the boat with olivia and dave matthews in the background... then a bunch of driving to random places dropping off people, shleping to somerset and falling in love with a massage chair at sharper image... and sitting around adrienne's house forever before she was ready to go out to royal oak for tedo and ariel's party, which i had the most amazing time at. people were trashed and acting trashy, but that's to be expected. pretty much danced the whole time. i was excited when james got there, he came up and gave me a hug and we talked for a bit, danced a lot amongst the trashy kids... but all in all it was a pretty great time. i'm hoping things head in a good direction... apparently there's interest so we'll just have to see. afterwards adrienne and i still had too much energy so we were driving around dancing to the random songs on the radio and stopping into java hut for some midnight coffee... always the best kind.
tonight was just some good fun. i hope we get a chance to hang out more. i think he's adorable and i feel safe. i like his smell and the way he laughs at his own jokes before i get a chance to. i can't help but feel this pessimism crawling into my mind because frankly things haven't always gone well and in this situation i'm not exactly sure where things stand. actually i guess i never do. i just wouldn't mind having the distraction. there's always something about those new distractions. the butterflies and smiles and all things new. it's a good time for that.
and on the subject of jack johnson...
mmmhmm, yeah...
let's have a little quiz...
stefanie wants to:
a) write him insane stalkerish letters
b) have his children
c) get a tattoo symbolizing my love
d) go out and buy "on and on"... or just steal the copy i gave to my mom for mother's day
e) listen to his music every day for the rest of the summer...
i think the last two are the most realistic/probable.
which is very unfortunate in the case of choice b.
i have this song on repeat, and it just keeps on going, like a continuous flow of a song with no break... you have to love a song that's barely a minute long.
"-how many times must we go through this
you've always been mine
woman i thought you knew this
how many times must we go through this
you'll always be mine
cupid only misses sometimes
but we could end up broken hearted
if we don't remember why all this started
and if they try to tell you love fades with time
tell them there's no such thing as time
it's our time-"
and it was pretty amazing.
today consisted of tanning in the morning out on the boat with olivia and dave matthews in the background... then a bunch of driving to random places dropping off people, shleping to somerset and falling in love with a massage chair at sharper image... and sitting around adrienne's house forever before she was ready to go out to royal oak for tedo and ariel's party, which i had the most amazing time at. people were trashed and acting trashy, but that's to be expected. pretty much danced the whole time. i was excited when james got there, he came up and gave me a hug and we talked for a bit, danced a lot amongst the trashy kids... but all in all it was a pretty great time. i'm hoping things head in a good direction... apparently there's interest so we'll just have to see. afterwards adrienne and i still had too much energy so we were driving around dancing to the random songs on the radio and stopping into java hut for some midnight coffee... always the best kind.
tonight was just some good fun. i hope we get a chance to hang out more. i think he's adorable and i feel safe. i like his smell and the way he laughs at his own jokes before i get a chance to. i can't help but feel this pessimism crawling into my mind because frankly things haven't always gone well and in this situation i'm not exactly sure where things stand. actually i guess i never do. i just wouldn't mind having the distraction. there's always something about those new distractions. the butterflies and smiles and all things new. it's a good time for that.
and on the subject of jack johnson...
mmmhmm, yeah...
let's have a little quiz...
stefanie wants to:
a) write him insane stalkerish letters
b) have his children
c) get a tattoo symbolizing my love
d) go out and buy "on and on"... or just steal the copy i gave to my mom for mother's day
e) listen to his music every day for the rest of the summer...
i think the last two are the most realistic/probable.
which is very unfortunate in the case of choice b.
i have this song on repeat, and it just keeps on going, like a continuous flow of a song with no break... you have to love a song that's barely a minute long.
"-how many times must we go through this
you've always been mine
woman i thought you knew this
how many times must we go through this
you'll always be mine
cupid only misses sometimes
but we could end up broken hearted
if we don't remember why all this started
and if they try to tell you love fades with time
tell them there's no such thing as time
it's our time-"