and she thinks life...

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it's pretty awesome right now. i would have to say that summer = best thing in the world forever and ever. katie beckett is finally ungrounded and that makes me happy. k80 mcglynn makes me laugh like none other and we're gonna hang out this week. kourtney is comin up to decats to visit me before she embarks on a virgin island adventure. decats is kinna killin me- i'm assistant director for the play and joe (the director) drives me crazy on a continual basis but it's all good because at least we get along and i can joke around and be sarcastic with him. plus he's a caffeine addict just like me. the play is weird but it's good. i really love working on plays. being in them...directing them...casting them...performing...it's just the best thing in the world. i just like being creative. the kids at decats are crazy. they're just so funny and willing to do things and volunteer and be inventive and creative and it really reassures me about the way they're all gonna turn out. i love decats. (that sounded really gay but i really do). anyway...i've just been keepin busy and hangin out and enjoying myself. my face is a lotttt better...i can ALMOST smile- i'm gettin there.
you know...i've reread what i've written before about relationships and i think i sounded pretty harsh. i don't want to influence anyone's thought process in any way, i just said all of that because it's something i tell myself...but i also know the importance in keeping yourself open to new experiences and new people. i just think that we've gotta know ourselves before there's room for other people. i think we all just need to have fun and have a good time and not worry about things so much. just something to think about.
annnyway. showatime.

i'm out.

- s.g.