and she grows up.

[stellar_sg]

sometimes
if someone doesn't know you, they automatically
interpret the "16 year old catholic school girl" image
as immature and unable to handle a situation

well, just to set the record straight- it's a facade.
trust me if i was what you thought me to be, i wouldn't be mature enough to handle this as well as i am.
and even though it's hard
and there's a lot of stuff i wanna say
i can't,
therefore i don't,
therefore i am forced to deal with it silently.

at first i was slightly caught up
but after stepping back and looking at the big picture
and taking away the unnecessary emotion/drama
(yes there is some that is necessary)
i am able to take this in
and learn from it

i don't know
where things will go from here
i'd like them to stay the same
i'd like them to be what i want
but if they don't or aren't, i'll be okay with that
and be okay with things just being....chill

everything happens for a reason, right?

and listen- i'm cool if you're cool.

i'm out.

- stephanie.