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I'll start with the good news first: I went to Wheeling today for the first time and won $28 on the penny slots.
While we were in the car, I got a phonecall from my sister telling me that my 23 year old cousin (who is a mother of two- she just had her second baby in February) died.
There are no details but they are performing an autopsy.
If she OD'd I'm going to fucking flip out.
I'm flipping out anyways.
I called my grandpap and he started telling me how good it was to hear from me and that he loved me (we're not that kind of a family to say stuff like that) and that I was smarter than he could ever dream of being- and I held it together on the phone but when I tried to tell my sister I started bawling. I hadn't realized that after my grandma died we all really fell apart from eachother.
While we were in the car, I got a phonecall from my sister telling me that my 23 year old cousin (who is a mother of two- she just had her second baby in February) died.
There are no details but they are performing an autopsy.
If she OD'd I'm going to fucking flip out.
I'm flipping out anyways.
I called my grandpap and he started telling me how good it was to hear from me and that he loved me (we're not that kind of a family to say stuff like that) and that I was smarter than he could ever dream of being- and I held it together on the phone but when I tried to tell my sister I started bawling. I hadn't realized that after my grandma died we all really fell apart from eachother.