i cant help it
Yes so vickys b day was a incredable night in spite of my terrable allerigic reaction.
i scratched myself to death, if not for kendrick i would have def been in shreds.
i def have like cuts in my back still... they dont hurt, thank god but their extremely ugly... wow
everything has been going really good lately for me...
i am like really happy
nate needs to stop playing games
but hes sweet
he probably dosnt know it but he sorta proved to me that i am kinda a pussy
so i decided that i need to be strong enough to walk away from the people who arent my true friends
and i need to be strong enough to tell people the way i feel.
more then anything i hate it when people lie to me
especially when their lieing to me to luer me to hang out with them.
sean def got some numbers and made some calls to help me see past some lies
it was cool of him
sometimes you need to look at insults and turn them into something good, like a compliment.
and you cant want to be someone else, you need to except yourself and see the good in yourself.
i ve had troubles with that lately, but i am kinda on a roll
it hurts so much when you feel like you can trust someone and they betray you.
it hurts so much when people lie to hurt you.
when you say or do something you should really think about how it would make you feel.
and you should really think about wether the person your hurting is important to you
because you can only hurt someone so much before they decide its enough.
i am not sure who i can run to anymore.
i am not sure whos telling me the truth.
and i am not sure what to believe.
i feel like i dont really have a best friend, and thats a scary, lonely, lost feeling.
i scratched myself to death, if not for kendrick i would have def been in shreds.
i def have like cuts in my back still... they dont hurt, thank god but their extremely ugly... wow
everything has been going really good lately for me...
i am like really happy
nate needs to stop playing games
but hes sweet
he probably dosnt know it but he sorta proved to me that i am kinda a pussy
so i decided that i need to be strong enough to walk away from the people who arent my true friends
and i need to be strong enough to tell people the way i feel.
more then anything i hate it when people lie to me
especially when their lieing to me to luer me to hang out with them.
sean def got some numbers and made some calls to help me see past some lies
it was cool of him
sometimes you need to look at insults and turn them into something good, like a compliment.
and you cant want to be someone else, you need to except yourself and see the good in yourself.
i ve had troubles with that lately, but i am kinda on a roll
it hurts so much when you feel like you can trust someone and they betray you.
it hurts so much when people lie to hurt you.
when you say or do something you should really think about how it would make you feel.
and you should really think about wether the person your hurting is important to you
because you can only hurt someone so much before they decide its enough.
i am not sure who i can run to anymore.
i am not sure whos telling me the truth.
and i am not sure what to believe.
i feel like i dont really have a best friend, and thats a scary, lonely, lost feeling.