May 19, 2005 23:30
My mom decided to completely explode. Aaron and I are just sitting in my room, i was about to show him Stacy and Frankie in the yearbook, because its still hillarious that they had a baby and my mom barges in and starts yelling at me, telling me she doesnt care how hard I tried at Algebra II, basically saying im a failure and she hates me. For no reason at all, she just decides at 6:36 she needs to yell at her daughter who did NOTHING but stress out over Algebra II for 2 months, a class I dont even need, was forced to take by the lovely Blake HS. Well, after shes done yelling at me she walks out... and i start crying. Duh. I cant believe she would say "i dont care how hard you tried" what the hell is that supposed to tell me...that i might as well never try again because she wont be happy. Because im sooooo happy with the outcome that Algebra II brought me Who says that their kid? Its like saying "you suck, you cant do anything right, go die" argh!! Im glad Aaron was there for me otherwise I would have just lost it, she doesnt realize how sensitve I am. My baby held me and made me feel better, you can always make me smile. <3 thanks for being there today sweetheart. <3
Anyway, my good parent, the daddy-man, is probably going to sand down my car sunday and then we're going to bring it to Maaco to be painted metallic blue, its sparkly!! It should take 5 days, then getting my exhuast on, yay my cars finally going to be nice! I cant wait.
I still havent gotten my tax return. grrr. and Plato's closet hasnt called me or Lindsay back, I hope they bought some stuff, I need money and I dont want a job! Blahhhh!
I talked to Patrick today, didnt go well, oh well.
Star Wars tomorrow, Adventure Island (maybe) saturday, also new carpet in my room saturday, wanted wood, but my mom is a bitch. So I better get back to cleaning everything out from under my bed and off the floor and shit, probably going to rearrange my room after the carpets in, getting kinda boring.
I cant freakin' wait to move out. Anyone wanna get an apartment asap? eh eh eh? like.. 4 of us should get one, be free!