Good morning. :)
I just woke up. Hahaha, I'm just kidding. I've been up for the past two hours just lying in bed. What I woke up from is the grace period of waking up and thinking. I like thinking before and after I sleep. Lately, I've been thinking about just one thing. Hahaha.
It's funny how I'm sort of getting what I want... well, what I've wanted for the past few months. I don't understand why I'm not as happy as I thought I would be. Maybe it's because I'm trying to keep my hope in a jar so it won't get shot down if it flies to high. Like I'm restraining myself from being that happy. I know I could be, I just won't allow myself to. Idk. I'm scared. Am I? I'm not sure.
I can't read him. I don't get him. Hahahaha.
It's funny how I'm sort of getting what I want... well, what I've wanted for the past few months. I don't understand why I'm not as happy as I thought I would be. Maybe it's because I'm trying to keep my hope in a jar so it won't get shot down if it flies to high. Like I'm restraining myself from being that happy. I know I could be, I just won't allow myself to. Idk. I'm scared. Am I? I'm not sure.
I can't read him. I don't get him. Hahahaha.