...how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you....
First of all....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRISHY!!!! (belated sorry hun I wasn't home :( ) hope you had an awesome time!!! :):)
well today is my daddy's birthday :) and our family is having a surprise party for him.... should be interesting! lol
this weekend was quite the weekend!!ahlala lala!!
friday night I worked till 2:30am and I ended up going for drinks at an old teacher of ours (Sarah she's 29) with Jonathan (<3) and Svan (a cousin of mine) and an ex of mine, Cedric.
everyone was tipsy but not overly drunk except Cedric who had finished a bottle of whisky with a friend while I was working lol (he fell asleep while we were all talking lol)
we were talking about the whole "girls are sluts guys are da shit" when sleeping with someone the guys were trying to convince us that all guys aren't like that etc etc etc that they had been hurt before by girls who dont give a shit about sleeping with ppl.
Sarah and Svan ended up falling asleep on the couch around 4am and Jo and I were talking about a bunch of things about ppl, life, trust until 8am. *sigh* (he's one of the only ppl I can talk to like that)
we got kinda flirty. we were tickling eachother and he gave me a massage so I returned the favor :) he loved it. his face would ge tso close to mine and I knew that I totally could have kissed him... and we were just really touchy feely. he held me around my waist (argh I'm such a sucker for that) and I got to "sleep" sleep with him spooning me *le sigh*
he knows I have certain problems and he was just such a sweetheart. saying that I'm perfect the way I am (and even the way I was) and really pretty and an awesome person.
ARGH!!! will I ever be able to forget this guy???!!? every time I see him all these feelings just come back and I don't know what to do with them!!!!!!!
why can't he just care.... ?? :(
everytime he drinks even just a bit he's always like this, close, touchy feely, flirty.... I just don't understand :(
I got home Saturday around 11:30am and I had to be down at the train station for 12pm for our "Sortie de classe de 1985" :):) we went sledding ( up in the mountains mind you :P ) started drinking around 3pm and didnt stop until 4am lol the supper was good and we had good laughs! I love partying with them!!
I got kinda emotional at the end (the whole Jo thing amongst other things) :S so I went home and watched Friends until 5am lol
sorry that's a really long entry but I gues I needed to vent...
anyways I should go get ready
toodles!
well today is my daddy's birthday :) and our family is having a surprise party for him.... should be interesting! lol
this weekend was quite the weekend!!ahlala lala!!
friday night I worked till 2:30am and I ended up going for drinks at an old teacher of ours (Sarah she's 29) with Jonathan (<3) and Svan (a cousin of mine) and an ex of mine, Cedric.
everyone was tipsy but not overly drunk except Cedric who had finished a bottle of whisky with a friend while I was working lol (he fell asleep while we were all talking lol)
we were talking about the whole "girls are sluts guys are da shit" when sleeping with someone the guys were trying to convince us that all guys aren't like that etc etc etc that they had been hurt before by girls who dont give a shit about sleeping with ppl.
Sarah and Svan ended up falling asleep on the couch around 4am and Jo and I were talking about a bunch of things about ppl, life, trust until 8am. *sigh* (he's one of the only ppl I can talk to like that)
we got kinda flirty. we were tickling eachother and he gave me a massage so I returned the favor :) he loved it. his face would ge tso close to mine and I knew that I totally could have kissed him... and we were just really touchy feely. he held me around my waist (argh I'm such a sucker for that) and I got to "sleep" sleep with him spooning me *le sigh*
he knows I have certain problems and he was just such a sweetheart. saying that I'm perfect the way I am (and even the way I was) and really pretty and an awesome person.
ARGH!!! will I ever be able to forget this guy???!!? every time I see him all these feelings just come back and I don't know what to do with them!!!!!!!
why can't he just care.... ?? :(
everytime he drinks even just a bit he's always like this, close, touchy feely, flirty.... I just don't understand :(
I got home Saturday around 11:30am and I had to be down at the train station for 12pm for our "Sortie de classe de 1985" :):) we went sledding ( up in the mountains mind you :P ) started drinking around 3pm and didnt stop until 4am lol the supper was good and we had good laughs! I love partying with them!!
I got kinda emotional at the end (the whole Jo thing amongst other things) :S so I went home and watched Friends until 5am lol
sorry that's a really long entry but I gues I needed to vent...
anyways I should go get ready
toodles!