Merry Christmas!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!
Bah humbug... haha saw at least 2 entries with that at the beginning so wanted to join in the trend lol
well my christmas went relatively well... no fights just good times got to talk to my cousin for hours haha
found out she's sorta intrested in a friend of mine but the age difference freaks her out haha (she's 22 and he's 19 lol) was quite the revelation to me!
the little girl in me would like to cite what I got :P
a pretty green african bracelet
3 books (one about ED's, help to feel better/ get better)
so much make-up :)
200 frs gift certificate for clothes (yay for when i lose this god awful weight bagh)
100 bucks
green day live cd
some funky socks
chocolate
a cute red top
Blow dvd
(this is from the father who bought a laptop as a x mas present and said we'd have nothing else muhahaha)
that's my dad's side...
going to my mom's today ( :/ )where I already know I'm getting an ipod lol (at least one good thing haha) not looking forward to it I feel that it will be quite stressful bagh
I'm leaving tomorrow anyways so jsut gotta go through the day...
I swear it's absolutely disgusting what I've become I look at myself and want to hurl! as of the 26th I'm going on a diet I WILL NOT be fat again!!! it's just ridiculous (sp?)!!
from 90 lbs - 113lbs in 2 months is CRAZY!!!
if I lose a bit in January maybe I wont feel so bad about going to see someone :/ I just would rather be thin than average maybe not SKIN and BONES but definately thin...
I feel like I'm drowing in my over insulated body bagh
argh... yes I'm weird, but what else is new!
meh...
Joyeux Noel everyone!
Bah humbug... haha saw at least 2 entries with that at the beginning so wanted to join in the trend lol
well my christmas went relatively well... no fights just good times got to talk to my cousin for hours haha
found out she's sorta intrested in a friend of mine but the age difference freaks her out haha (she's 22 and he's 19 lol) was quite the revelation to me!
the little girl in me would like to cite what I got :P
a pretty green african bracelet
3 books (one about ED's, help to feel better/ get better)
so much make-up :)
200 frs gift certificate for clothes (yay for when i lose this god awful weight bagh)
100 bucks
green day live cd
some funky socks
chocolate
a cute red top
Blow dvd
(this is from the father who bought a laptop as a x mas present and said we'd have nothing else muhahaha)
that's my dad's side...
going to my mom's today ( :/ )where I already know I'm getting an ipod lol (at least one good thing haha) not looking forward to it I feel that it will be quite stressful bagh
I'm leaving tomorrow anyways so jsut gotta go through the day...
I swear it's absolutely disgusting what I've become I look at myself and want to hurl! as of the 26th I'm going on a diet I WILL NOT be fat again!!! it's just ridiculous (sp?)!!
from 90 lbs - 113lbs in 2 months is CRAZY!!!
if I lose a bit in January maybe I wont feel so bad about going to see someone :/ I just would rather be thin than average maybe not SKIN and BONES but definately thin...
I feel like I'm drowing in my over insulated body bagh
argh... yes I'm weird, but what else is new!
meh...
Joyeux Noel everyone!