Late Night Ramblings Are Fun!
Today was kinda shitty.
I got really drunk last night, and didn't end up waking up until like, 1:00. After Shawn left I laid around and did absolutly nothing for a good 5 hours. I cleaned up the little mess that we made during our drinking festivities, smoked some resin (is that even how you spell that?) and watched Half Baked. My mom came in from West Virgina on a fucking rampage. She went off on me for no justifiable reason, and then told me to get out. What a cunt.
We just can't live together. That's all there is to it. Our relationship is great when we are apart.
You just can't talk to that woman. She is so hard headed...she never sees her own fault, but she will be the first one to point out all of yours. She'll even go as far as to give examples of how she is so much better.
This is why I slapped her in the first place.
She needs to realize that she created everything that I am today. And take responsibility. She doesn't like me? She has herself to blame.
I'm not saying she did a shitty job raising me, or anything...because that's not true at all. She just needs to quit the fucking martyr act, and jump off her high horse just long enough to see things clearly.
I already have no self esteem...the last thing I need is her reminding me how worthless I am.
I need to get out of this fucking town. I need to follow my dreams....I wish that life wasn't so fucking hard.
Our society is so fucking fucked it's not even funny. Does anybody feel like they were prepared for this life thing?? Because I sure don't. Instead of wasting time teaching about stupid math techniques you will never ever ever have to use in your life, maybe they should teach you what the fuck to do when you don't know what the fuck to do.
Does anyone else feel like the world is brainwashed, and you're the only sane one?
Maybe I'm just fucking crazy.
I got really drunk last night, and didn't end up waking up until like, 1:00. After Shawn left I laid around and did absolutly nothing for a good 5 hours. I cleaned up the little mess that we made during our drinking festivities, smoked some resin (is that even how you spell that?) and watched Half Baked. My mom came in from West Virgina on a fucking rampage. She went off on me for no justifiable reason, and then told me to get out. What a cunt.
We just can't live together. That's all there is to it. Our relationship is great when we are apart.
You just can't talk to that woman. She is so hard headed...she never sees her own fault, but she will be the first one to point out all of yours. She'll even go as far as to give examples of how she is so much better.
This is why I slapped her in the first place.
She needs to realize that she created everything that I am today. And take responsibility. She doesn't like me? She has herself to blame.
I'm not saying she did a shitty job raising me, or anything...because that's not true at all. She just needs to quit the fucking martyr act, and jump off her high horse just long enough to see things clearly.
I already have no self esteem...the last thing I need is her reminding me how worthless I am.
I need to get out of this fucking town. I need to follow my dreams....I wish that life wasn't so fucking hard.
Our society is so fucking fucked it's not even funny. Does anybody feel like they were prepared for this life thing?? Because I sure don't. Instead of wasting time teaching about stupid math techniques you will never ever ever have to use in your life, maybe they should teach you what the fuck to do when you don't know what the fuck to do.
Does anyone else feel like the world is brainwashed, and you're the only sane one?
Maybe I'm just fucking crazy.