*sigh*
For those of you whom I did not inform, my grandma died. (my father's mom) She was really sick, so its probably for the best. I feel really bad that I never went to visit her and that I kind of never visited her even before she was in the nursing home/sick. And when I did see her I cried and that probably didn't help. I'm such a jerk, and for once I'm not proud of it.
So I went to the wake tonight. I saw about 43 relatives that I haven't seen in about 10 years. I felt bad about that too. Tomorrow morning's the funeral. The whole thing makes me want to throw up.
I need a drink or a sedative or something.
So I went to the wake tonight. I saw about 43 relatives that I haven't seen in about 10 years. I felt bad about that too. Tomorrow morning's the funeral. The whole thing makes me want to throw up.
I need a drink or a sedative or something.