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My parents bought a house in the great state of South CArolina, where they have smiling face and beautiful places. So its settled then, they really are moving. I'm torn as to whether or not I should look at colleges down there. There's really an increasingly smaller list of reasons why I should stay here. I've come to the realization that Long Island and I are really not good friends anymore. The same is true for most of the people I was once good friends with, which is probably partially my fault, but irregardless. I don't have very many friends here, and I don't know if I should bother to make the effort to attempt to make friends. It could just be a huge waste of time and energy. But if I do go to South Carolina, I'll have to transfer all my crap (yet again) and I'll either have to live at home *shudders* or risk living with an annoying southerner who is going to school to become a housewife or so it will look good in a beauty pagent. There is the possibility that if I do transfer and live at home I might get a new car, plus a kickass house and good vicinity to exciting things. What good are such exciting things if you dont' have friends though? Southerners are nicer though, so maybe it'll be easier to make friends there?

So all of this was prompted by an incident in the cafeteria today, where I said 'hi' to certain people whom i presumed to be at least acquintances and all I got in response was "hey" and then they returned to their conversation like I didn't even exist, ouch. Now all I really want is to go get puppy and then go home and watch tv and pretend the world doesn't exist. That would be fantastical.

I don't know what to do.