this is BS
I’ve heard the saying “everything happens for a reason” a few times lately and it makes me want to cry. I’m still baffled at the thought that my trauma is my “destiny”? I feel stronger only because I’ve learned to numb my emotions even more now. The reason is so damn unclear.
I’m still afraid to feel everything. If I felt how strong my emotions are, I’d be a blubbering, crying mess all day.