Some things never do change
I've got you to propel me, but I still need so much-
not to be alone.
Calling out to the astronaut, I need some of what you've got. I need to be high.
I still need so much.
This is sad. I've sat here looking at a blank page for almost an hour and those lyrics are all I can come up with. I feel terribly empty. The only thing I have to whine about is the fact that I seriously screwed up two of my best friendships, like I always do. "You're a horrible friend" "You're an asshole" "I fucking hate you" still ring loud and clear in my head. Man, after hearing that stuff so many times on so many different occasions, it really starts to eat away at me, especially when the only people who say stuff like that are the people I hold closest to me.
Well. I'm going to the beach tomorrow. I'll be seeing Dashboard Sunday. I don't want to anymore.
I can't wait to see what fate has in store for me for the rest of this summer.
Well, writing this was a nice waste of approximately 3 hours.
not to be alone.
Calling out to the astronaut, I need some of what you've got. I need to be high.
I still need so much.
This is sad. I've sat here looking at a blank page for almost an hour and those lyrics are all I can come up with. I feel terribly empty. The only thing I have to whine about is the fact that I seriously screwed up two of my best friendships, like I always do. "You're a horrible friend" "You're an asshole" "I fucking hate you" still ring loud and clear in my head. Man, after hearing that stuff so many times on so many different occasions, it really starts to eat away at me, especially when the only people who say stuff like that are the people I hold closest to me.
Well. I'm going to the beach tomorrow. I'll be seeing Dashboard Sunday. I don't want to anymore.
I can't wait to see what fate has in store for me for the rest of this summer.
Well, writing this was a nice waste of approximately 3 hours.