Screaming is bad for the voice, but it's good for the heart.
SO... today was okay.. it was SO windy and SO cold and i stayed after school with lisa bc we had to get crap and then i couldn't get a ride home until 5:30 so i spent 10 hours at school today.. my favorite thing to do! and yeah... lala.. this weekend should be fun... again... not as much fun though... limits would be nice... whew.. i start randomly laughing in classes all of the time. im not a dork i swear. anyways... yeah... um i should be going to go do homework and other crap but i dont want to. so time to do this ting from leah's thing..
F I R S T S:
-First job: Babysitting with my mom/mrs. white at daycare
-First funeral: my great grandmother's
-First pet: my cat elizabeth that i have no reccolection of
-First piercing/tattoo: ears
-First credit card: still waiting
-First real kiss: hum... joel.. maybe john
-First love: i dont know
-First enemy: i dont think i really have enemies but if i do.. let me know
-First favorite band: spice girls or n'sync or BSB or 98 degrees or something gay like that
L A S T S:
-Last car ride: ride home from school
-Last relationship: um... maybe still in one.. maybe not...?
-Last library book checked out: i dont remember
-Last movie watched: hannibal
-Last beverage drank: water
-Last food consumed: french fries
-Last time showered: like 4 hours ago
-Last CD played: bright eyes- im wide awake its morning
-Last website visited: google.com (before this one obviously)
N O W:
-Single or Taken: good question.. not sure
-Crush: that one boy and that other guy and yeah
-Birthday: Jan 3
-Sign: capricorn
-Siblings: brother-adam
-Hair color: brown
-Eye color: greeny
-Shoe size: 8-9
-Height: 5'5-6''ish
RIGHT NOW WHAT ARE YOU...:
-Wearing: robe thing and bra underneath it
-Thinking about: what the hell I'm going to do about something >:o
-Listening to: Fuse in the background
-Wanting: see a certain person/various people and wanting this weekend to get here
F A V O R I T E S:
-Favorite song: i change from day to day
-Favorite movie: United States of Leland, American Beauty, the notebook, igby goes down
-Favorite show(s): viva la bam, fuse, south park!
-Favorite word: so many
-Favorite holiday: christmas
R A N D O M:
-What are you going to do after this: filling out this thing if i feel like it.. if not.. tv
-Who's someone you wish you could sleep with but can't (famous person, etc.): brandon boyd, adam lazarra, CONOR OBERST, um... did i say CONOR OBERST?
-Do you drink: occassionally
-How many times a week do you drink (if you said yes to the last question): like once or twice every month
-Do you do drugs: not usually
-Do you smoke: sometimes
-Do you think you're attractive: getting there... not really
okay well that was SO much fun i know.. AH i don't know what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Motherfucking cocksucker motherfucking shit fucker what am I doing? What am I doing? I don't know what I'm doing. I'm doing the best that I can. I know that's all I can ask of myself. Is that good enough? Is my work doing any good? Is anybody paying attention? Is it hopeless to try and change things? ... I'm fucked! Maybe I should quit. Don't quit! Maybe I should just fucking quit. Don't fucking quit! I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to fucking do anymore! Fucker! Fuck shit!
that's basically it
F I R S T S:
-First job: Babysitting with my mom/mrs. white at daycare
-First funeral: my great grandmother's
-First pet: my cat elizabeth that i have no reccolection of
-First piercing/tattoo: ears
-First credit card: still waiting
-First real kiss: hum... joel.. maybe john
-First love: i dont know
-First enemy: i dont think i really have enemies but if i do.. let me know
-First favorite band: spice girls or n'sync or BSB or 98 degrees or something gay like that
L A S T S:
-Last car ride: ride home from school
-Last relationship: um... maybe still in one.. maybe not...?
-Last library book checked out: i dont remember
-Last movie watched: hannibal
-Last beverage drank: water
-Last food consumed: french fries
-Last time showered: like 4 hours ago
-Last CD played: bright eyes- im wide awake its morning
-Last website visited: google.com (before this one obviously)
N O W:
-Single or Taken: good question.. not sure
-Crush: that one boy and that other guy and yeah
-Birthday: Jan 3
-Sign: capricorn
-Siblings: brother-adam
-Hair color: brown
-Eye color: greeny
-Shoe size: 8-9
-Height: 5'5-6''ish
RIGHT NOW WHAT ARE YOU...:
-Wearing: robe thing and bra underneath it
-Thinking about: what the hell I'm going to do about something >:o
-Listening to: Fuse in the background
-Wanting: see a certain person/various people and wanting this weekend to get here
F A V O R I T E S:
-Favorite song: i change from day to day
-Favorite movie: United States of Leland, American Beauty, the notebook, igby goes down
-Favorite show(s): viva la bam, fuse, south park!
-Favorite word: so many
-Favorite holiday: christmas
R A N D O M:
-What are you going to do after this: filling out this thing if i feel like it.. if not.. tv
-Who's someone you wish you could sleep with but can't (famous person, etc.): brandon boyd, adam lazarra, CONOR OBERST, um... did i say CONOR OBERST?
-Do you drink: occassionally
-How many times a week do you drink (if you said yes to the last question): like once or twice every month
-Do you do drugs: not usually
-Do you smoke: sometimes
-Do you think you're attractive: getting there... not really
okay well that was SO much fun i know.. AH i don't know what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Motherfucking cocksucker motherfucking shit fucker what am I doing? What am I doing? I don't know what I'm doing. I'm doing the best that I can. I know that's all I can ask of myself. Is that good enough? Is my work doing any good? Is anybody paying attention? Is it hopeless to try and change things? ... I'm fucked! Maybe I should quit. Don't quit! Maybe I should just fucking quit. Don't fucking quit! I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to fucking do anymore! Fucker! Fuck shit!
that's basically it