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Today...Today...Today...
Woke up early, when Bryan called me at 7:00. Back to sleep. Woke up at 11. Took a very fine shower. How nice. Made special Halloween cookies for Amanda's birthday. Bryan came over, finished making my cookies for me (because he can actually cook...unlike me). THEN! we went HIKING! We were going up to the parkway, but, the road had fallen off, leaving a cliff, thus, we couldn't really go very far. So we parked, and examined the road-turned-cliff. Played on fallen trees. It was quite fun. Except this one tree was like 20 feet off the ground....and Bryan made me walk across it...I nearly died. And he leapt off of it, onto a nearby tree, and shimmied down. And I wanted to do that so bad. It looked so fun. Just to spring from tree to tree to tree. Wow. But no..I was too fucking afraid. I hate fear so much. I cried, it upset me so much. I REALLY wanted to jump onto that god damned tree! Anyway. As I was going down the hill...suddenly...from nowhere...there was a burnt demonic baby doll! HOW TERRIFYING IS THAT?!?!Dear geez! We raced up two fallen trees that were close together. It was so fun. ^.^ Yay! Happiness and joy. Came home. Slept. Fucking political campaigners kept calling. GRR!!! Misty and other people went to that party. But of course, I stayed home, because that's what I do.
I finally finished my chapel hill application! Go me! I just have to wait for my SAT scores to officiallly arrive...and pay them $60 and I am finished! Holy fuck....that was so stressful.
I don't want to go to college. It's so meaningless. What kind of world is this that you have to spend your life in confined spaces, getting papers proving you know something, and that's the only way to be successful? I hate it! I still want to be a hermit in Norway. I'm so tired of the way things work. I'm so tired of this profane beauty. Anyway...I'm not going off into that tangent. I'm way too tired.
So..anyway.
Last night, went and watched "Saw". Not really scary...persay...just...emotionally tense and sad. Very unexpectated amazing ending. I was impressed...but it isn't what I expected. I liked it.
I feel so melancholy today.
Tomorrow is Halloween. Happy Halloween/Samhein you fuckers.
Woke up early, when Bryan called me at 7:00. Back to sleep. Woke up at 11. Took a very fine shower. How nice. Made special Halloween cookies for Amanda's birthday. Bryan came over, finished making my cookies for me (because he can actually cook...unlike me). THEN! we went HIKING! We were going up to the parkway, but, the road had fallen off, leaving a cliff, thus, we couldn't really go very far. So we parked, and examined the road-turned-cliff. Played on fallen trees. It was quite fun. Except this one tree was like 20 feet off the ground....and Bryan made me walk across it...I nearly died. And he leapt off of it, onto a nearby tree, and shimmied down. And I wanted to do that so bad. It looked so fun. Just to spring from tree to tree to tree. Wow. But no..I was too fucking afraid. I hate fear so much. I cried, it upset me so much. I REALLY wanted to jump onto that god damned tree! Anyway. As I was going down the hill...suddenly...from nowhere...there was a burnt demonic baby doll! HOW TERRIFYING IS THAT?!?!Dear geez! We raced up two fallen trees that were close together. It was so fun. ^.^ Yay! Happiness and joy. Came home. Slept. Fucking political campaigners kept calling. GRR!!! Misty and other people went to that party. But of course, I stayed home, because that's what I do.
I finally finished my chapel hill application! Go me! I just have to wait for my SAT scores to officiallly arrive...and pay them $60 and I am finished! Holy fuck....that was so stressful.
I don't want to go to college. It's so meaningless. What kind of world is this that you have to spend your life in confined spaces, getting papers proving you know something, and that's the only way to be successful? I hate it! I still want to be a hermit in Norway. I'm so tired of the way things work. I'm so tired of this profane beauty. Anyway...I'm not going off into that tangent. I'm way too tired.
So..anyway.
Last night, went and watched "Saw". Not really scary...persay...just...emotionally tense and sad. Very unexpectated amazing ending. I was impressed...but it isn't what I expected. I liked it.
I feel so melancholy today.
Tomorrow is Halloween. Happy Halloween/Samhein you fuckers.