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It has been a while. Yes. Quite some time. Acting season is over for now. Isn't that joyous? Senior Party last Saturday. It makes me happy to make myself feel beautiful. Of course, by the end of the night I was disheveled, barefoot, with my hair falling down. That's good too, I suppose. When I came home, my sister had a heart attack. She's coming home tomorrow, however. And it snowed today. I don't think anyone could understand the happiness that emanates from my heart. I love snow. Snow is beautiful and magical to me. It makes everything unblemished, perfect, like an imaginary fairy-tale world, and I love it. I'm excited about Christmas too. Usually, I'm too cynical to acutally enjoy holidays, especially Pagan rip-offs such as Christmas (ouch, that was harsh), but I realized this month that I actually really do enjoy Christmas. I love Christmas trees! They are wonderful! The subtle light that imitates the light of a candle that stems from them at night when everything is quiet, it's just fabulous. I've been quite happy this month. Not every day of course, but in the overall image, I've been happy. That is quite an accomplishment for me. Anyway, I spent this fantastic snow day looking up vegetarian Christmas recipes, reading about the goddess culture of Europe,e-baying, and reading "Eloisa to Abelard" by Alexander Pope (not familiar? This quote may help: "How happy is the blameless vestal's lot/The world forgetting by the world forgot/Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind/Each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned") It's really quite a grand poem.
Well, I have nothing more to ramble about at this moment.
Well, I have nothing more to ramble about at this moment.