is this what optimism feels like??
remember that feeling? like anything could happen next but you're too uncomfortable to really want anything to happen?
i think that's one good thing about getting older
because anything could happen this week, this month, this year, and i'm finally at the point where i can deal with it. whatever it is.
because i know who i am.
even if i haven't ironed out the details of what that means.
but i even kinda like me. maybe all that faked pretention and self-confidence actually made me wind up believing in myself.
who knew?
i think christmas-time brings out the best in people who can deal well, and the worst in people who can't.
because it's such an unpredictable time of year.
sorry for the fragments. i'm in a fragmented sort of perfect mood.
i think that's one good thing about getting older
because anything could happen this week, this month, this year, and i'm finally at the point where i can deal with it. whatever it is.
because i know who i am.
even if i haven't ironed out the details of what that means.
but i even kinda like me. maybe all that faked pretention and self-confidence actually made me wind up believing in myself.
who knew?
i think christmas-time brings out the best in people who can deal well, and the worst in people who can't.
because it's such an unpredictable time of year.
sorry for the fragments. i'm in a fragmented sort of perfect mood.