Aug 02, 2002 14:57
This is my list of priorities for the rest of this year:
Love myself
Eat healthy
Exercise regularly
Lose 20 more pounds
Concentrate on work
Start painting again
Spend quality time alone
Spend quality time with friends
Spend quality time with Stella
Be honest
Enjoy every moment
Smile a lot
Play a lot
Laugh a lot
Sleep enough
Actually those are all things I should be doing ALL the time EVERY day anyway!!! I am going through some crazy times in my head lately. I know it will all work itself out in the end, but at this moment it is hard. It is hard because I don't have anyone close I can talk to about it. Nobody would understand. There is only one person I can talk to about it and he is the basis of all of these confusing feelings. Don't get me wrong, they are not bad feelings, they are WONDERFUL feelings, but scary at the same time. I just keep telling myself that EVERYTHING happens for a reason and I am on my path leading me exactly where I am supposed to be at every given moment.