arrrrghhhh!
why does school hate me this semester?!?!?! or better question...whyyyy am i so dumb?!??!!? i've been trying SO hard...doing all my reading...attending most of my classes [i hate them all so much and sometimes i really can't sit through three hours of awful profs]...studying...getting all my assignments in on time...
i FAILED my stats midterm. MOTHER FUCKER. and i barely passed last week's assignment for that class. i've given up hopes of getting a good grade...i just want to pass it so i never have to take it again.
i only got 60% on my first assignment for quantitative research and i thought i did REALLY well!
now i'm scared about my comm. midterm because everytime i think i do AMAZING on something...it turns out i'm shit.
and i have my cvc midterm today which i'm freaking out about now because i THOUGHT i was understanding everything pretty well and now i'm reading some of the study questions online and i'm going "ohhh fuck."
i just want this semester to be DONE DONE DONE DONE DONEEEEEEEEEEEE. on to profs who LOVE their job! on to classes that aren't hard or boring! on to SOCIOLOGY classes that DON'T HAVE FUCKING CALCULUS in them.
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enough self loathing...i have to study.
i FAILED my stats midterm. MOTHER FUCKER. and i barely passed last week's assignment for that class. i've given up hopes of getting a good grade...i just want to pass it so i never have to take it again.
i only got 60% on my first assignment for quantitative research and i thought i did REALLY well!
now i'm scared about my comm. midterm because everytime i think i do AMAZING on something...it turns out i'm shit.
and i have my cvc midterm today which i'm freaking out about now because i THOUGHT i was understanding everything pretty well and now i'm reading some of the study questions online and i'm going "ohhh fuck."
i just want this semester to be DONE DONE DONE DONE DONEEEEEEEEEEEE. on to profs who LOVE their job! on to classes that aren't hard or boring! on to SOCIOLOGY classes that DON'T HAVE FUCKING CALCULUS in them.
jahflkdashrfweoieriwoahg;fhsdklahgoisalhfiowehroiew;hgfuivdsgakljeioa;hrtoiewahfkhjkljfklsdhgklsdahglkshdafsd
enough self loathing...i have to study.