Bleargh...

[stella_muse]

I think I might be officially overtired... My case- I've been bouncing back and forth between hyper and calm all afternoon. I volunteered to help my friend Maddie with her essex county project, because she didn't know how to make a movie, which apparently in now a fucking requirement, so that took up my entire fucking afternoon. My internal censors are off, in case you didn't notice. I keep drawing these damn blanks when I try to think about things for more than a minute. I am now deadbeat tired, and I just want to go to fucking bed. I started having a panic attack when I realized how much homework I had. When telling my mother I wanted a cat because they were easier to pick up and smother with hugs than out great big labradors, I accidentally said strangle instead of smother. I start crying for no apparent reasons on the drop of a goddamned pin. I have lost any motivation for writing I may have had for the moment, and yet I still want to stay up till midnight typing.

Case in point? I'm a mess. I'm going to sleep. Hear that, Kate Chopin? I'm taking your book and throwing it on the ground, so you can just go screw yourself...

See what a crazy random bitch I get when I'm tired? I'm havnig truobel seeign strayt... nihgt...