weekend drama...
I went back to him....
Don't ask me why cause I don't know, I want him to understand how words effect someone and how getting things back to "Normal" is gonna be alittle bit harder. I'm not the easiest person to live with once you hurt me, you can tell it on my face how I feel. I want us to be happy, and I want him to understand me. you can't say one thing, then turn around two months later and take it all back. if you know that person gonna walk away from something you know they want but you don't want. then let them go, it does hurt.
But don't keep some one around if they want somethng you don't. I don't like to be pushed in different directions or how far one will go. but when the puzzle pieces fit right and your happy then work with them, don't push them away, their only here to help you. I don't want anything he can give me, I just want happiness with him.
I can say yes, I love him because in the time I have gotten to know, he's opened my eyes to so many things that I may have never looked for to begin with. he is a wonderful man, but those jagged edges around him do hurt and I'm a girl who stands by my belifes, and when you tell me you don't want the things I want in life with someone, then obivously I made a bad choice and I'm not gonna stick in a relationship that I know has no future.
this goes for anyone: If you say things in the heat of the moment, that you know after there said you'll be left alone indefinetly and you don't want to be without that person because they make you feel like you can acomplish anything you never thought you could without them. Choose your words wisely don't speak in the heat of the moment because there are some truth behind them!