and no, this is not what i call moving forward
why do i only write on this when i'm down? i think i need another drastic change in my life (which might some people necks out of joint) , i know ive had changes -a-plenty already but when u know ur not onto a winner and your wasteing your time then whats the point. i hope i'm aonly talking about work here, i mean to,....but its true you take it out on those closest to you its just that he doesnt work things in his favour exactly. he never listens....