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Dear you,
I don't know what to make of things lately.
One minute I'm happy as can be and can't think of a way to change things and the next I'm sitting here wondering what I'm doing and if I should just move on once again and keep trying.
It's depressing...I'm just as confused as I was throughout the past two years but for different reasons.
I want to feel important.
I want to feel like I make a difference in your life.
I want to be told how much I mean to you and I want you to show it.
I want my needs in a relationship met too because things aren't really changing.
I almost feel used.
You come in and act like this is your home in every way and don't even acknowledge the person who really lives here.
Yes, I am happy some of the time but lately the bad outweighs the good and I'm afraid that if things don't change then I'm going to have to leave.
Take this into consideration and decide for yourself if you can really give me all I need to be happy.
It's not much really, I just need more positive attention and I need to be shown the love you claim to have for me.
Don't say those things if you don't mean them or can't provide me with all those words entail.
Love,
Stephanie
I don't know what to make of things lately.
One minute I'm happy as can be and can't think of a way to change things and the next I'm sitting here wondering what I'm doing and if I should just move on once again and keep trying.
It's depressing...I'm just as confused as I was throughout the past two years but for different reasons.
I want to feel important.
I want to feel like I make a difference in your life.
I want to be told how much I mean to you and I want you to show it.
I want my needs in a relationship met too because things aren't really changing.
I almost feel used.
You come in and act like this is your home in every way and don't even acknowledge the person who really lives here.
Yes, I am happy some of the time but lately the bad outweighs the good and I'm afraid that if things don't change then I'm going to have to leave.
Take this into consideration and decide for yourself if you can really give me all I need to be happy.
It's not much really, I just need more positive attention and I need to be shown the love you claim to have for me.
Don't say those things if you don't mean them or can't provide me with all those words entail.
Love,
Stephanie