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Well I guess this is it...
I'm moving out of our house on sunday.
Back into my mom's living in Emily's room for a bit until we can find me a cheap apartment either by my mom's or close to work/school.
I just feel so numb to everything right now,
crying my eyes out for the past couple days has left me completely empty.
And I have almost nobody to run to. I'm just glad that Dave and I are still close enough to be able to help each other out when we need it.
Even though nobody seems to know what to say it's still a relief to have one person to talk to that just wants me happy.
It's going to be harder than I imagined but I'll just have to pick myself up and try to move on.
I'm young, gorgeous, and in college so I should try to find friends who will take my mind off this.
I know that Clifton and I will miss each other dearly and I'm glad that we're not ending on bad terms...this is just something that needs to happen because our relationship isn't moving anywhere..good or bad.
If we're meant to be together then we will find our way back to each other when the time is right and start over right, making up for all the time we skipped this time around.
2 years of my life is a long time to be with someone to just leave so suddenly, but it's for the best-I think
I'm moving out of our house on sunday.
Back into my mom's living in Emily's room for a bit until we can find me a cheap apartment either by my mom's or close to work/school.
I just feel so numb to everything right now,
crying my eyes out for the past couple days has left me completely empty.
And I have almost nobody to run to. I'm just glad that Dave and I are still close enough to be able to help each other out when we need it.
Even though nobody seems to know what to say it's still a relief to have one person to talk to that just wants me happy.
It's going to be harder than I imagined but I'll just have to pick myself up and try to move on.
I'm young, gorgeous, and in college so I should try to find friends who will take my mind off this.
I know that Clifton and I will miss each other dearly and I'm glad that we're not ending on bad terms...this is just something that needs to happen because our relationship isn't moving anywhere..good or bad.
If we're meant to be together then we will find our way back to each other when the time is right and start over right, making up for all the time we skipped this time around.
2 years of my life is a long time to be with someone to just leave so suddenly, but it's for the best-I think