so. T day.
it's been a long time since i've posted.
i don't really know why.
i tried out blogger.
but it just hasn't stuck.
plus, i kinda wanted to use lj for as long as it exists. for the rest of my life, if that is the case.
anyway.
thanksgiving2010.
we celebrated a little early with kirbys mom and his brother in hart flat.
was alright. meh.
we'll be going to george and shirley's tonight. should be cool.
still not the same as spending it with my parents, brothers. my family.
i can be me, relaxed. stoned. droppin' f bombs everywhere 'cause i just can't help it.
i miss them.
i miss them most around the holidays, always. last year was shitty. i just remember hating it. i think this year might be a little better, but not much. it won't be until i can enjoy the holidays with my family again. i have the family i've made,and kirby's family. and i love them. and appreciate every thing they do for me, and how they all treat me as family as well. but it's just not the same as.. my family.
i havea feeling i'll be working new years eve, also. which is going to suck.
it still amazes me how every year is so different. so the same, yet so different.
i wonder whats in store for me for 2011. i'm excited, but nervous. happy, but maybe sad. things are always changing. i wonder what will change next year.
this year seemed so short. so fast. so over, too fast.
this year was. i dunno. kind of emotional for me, it seems. i hope next year, not so much.
i hope. life slows down, and i slow down with it. and enjoy it more. and become happier.
i don't really know why.
i tried out blogger.
but it just hasn't stuck.
plus, i kinda wanted to use lj for as long as it exists. for the rest of my life, if that is the case.
anyway.
thanksgiving2010.
we celebrated a little early with kirbys mom and his brother in hart flat.
was alright. meh.
we'll be going to george and shirley's tonight. should be cool.
still not the same as spending it with my parents, brothers. my family.
i can be me, relaxed. stoned. droppin' f bombs everywhere 'cause i just can't help it.
i miss them.
i miss them most around the holidays, always. last year was shitty. i just remember hating it. i think this year might be a little better, but not much. it won't be until i can enjoy the holidays with my family again. i have the family i've made,and kirby's family. and i love them. and appreciate every thing they do for me, and how they all treat me as family as well. but it's just not the same as.. my family.
i havea feeling i'll be working new years eve, also. which is going to suck.
it still amazes me how every year is so different. so the same, yet so different.
i wonder whats in store for me for 2011. i'm excited, but nervous. happy, but maybe sad. things are always changing. i wonder what will change next year.
this year seemed so short. so fast. so over, too fast.
this year was. i dunno. kind of emotional for me, it seems. i hope next year, not so much.
i hope. life slows down, and i slow down with it. and enjoy it more. and become happier.