it is 1:42

[stelar2thetouch]

I feel like what i've been doing was just an ongoing perpetual cycle that finally stopped.. and what do i have to show for it? nothing. i owe so much. when i thought about how to fix it, my answer was to start the cycle again. than i realized, i can't, i'll do the same thing AGAIN. but maybe i can organize it better.. my english teacher told me today that i was very mature and organized, out of the blue. it made me think: yeah i am.. but why does this same thing keep happening to me? i am so frustrated. i went there today and I wasn't trying to make excuses for my actions, it was just real reasons and being at the wrong place at the wrong time. im starting new. and its gonna be great. i won't get this horrible feeling anymore after i stop.

i bet you all are thinking im doing drugs, huh?... nope! just overdrafting my bank account... have a good day!

hey all you little lovebirds out there. 6 days til valentines day...