aAHHHHHHHHH
wow. did i have one heck-uv-a-nite last night. all i was trying to do was help my little brother not scorch his spaghetti and i ended up running ("riding") away and spending the night at mikey's... i just don't understand how that when i do so much and contribute SO much it still isn't enough... she'll realize it one day and hopefully that day is today so i don't feel like a stranger in my own home. i don't think i have ever been so angry/hurt/confused/sad/invisible in my whole 18 year career people call life. im really lucky though for the friends i have though... they made me feel 8 million times better... kudos to jules and mikey...
this situation however did bring out some good...i got to ride everywhere. it was so awesome. i first rode my bike to and from work becuase i don't have a car.. and than when i rode away...i obviusly was on my bike.. i t was so nice out and i just put my head phones on... great times.. however i did run into a tree but hey im still alive.
it is raining right now and i love it. im at home. i went to school with mikey this morning and decided in the parking lot that i wanted to come "home"... i was wearing the same clothes as yesterday dirty hair and teeth and i smelled like axe because we spooned all night. jk..but his bed is axe infected.. last night we played old school nintendo mario brothers and duck hunt and wathced dangerous minds.. man i love that movie. i feel bad for not going to my 1st hour cuz i know my teacher wouldn't drop me ,.. but i don't want him to feel like im taking advantaged of his niceness because he is one of the sweetest old men i have ever met. ok well thats all for now.. im gonna go lay in my bed and daydream about... you know who anne and jules... haha jk. well actually im probably not kidding, but hey what can i say.. i have a crush! lol... alrite late.