The circle won't be broken, by and by, lord, by and by.
So its been 3 days, to the minute since he met him. My grampy left this world and everything behind and got to meet him. Despite the emptiness and ache i feel in my heart i am also so overwhelmed with joy that he is no longer in pain and suffering. He's been sick for way too long and deserved better. He was an amazing man, the biggest badass i will ever have known. I wonder every second what he's doing and if he really can see me or not, and what his soul is doing. It's the first time i have ever experienced this kind of loss and im guiding my way through it. I have cried more in these last few days than i have in my entire life, but also have never valued my family so much. Don't ever let a day go by without telling your loved ones how much you care, and treat it like it's the last. I am sure as hell glad I did with him. Grampy and i were so close. he's lived a mile from me for 3/4 of my life and has always been there for everything, and nothing doubts that he still won't be. hopefully i will be able to be strong and get through this, just like he'd want me to be and also to be strong for grammy. she's the one who really needs us right now. ill do my best....