Well Fuck
Clearly no one gives a flying fuck about LJ anymore except for posting song lyrics, poems, or one sentence messages, but you know what? I am really incredibly fuckign bored and I have insomnia of death. So here goes a song, poem, and angst-free update!
Unfortunately I feel like a fucking douche not being all angst ridden and unhappy, because it sure as fuck seems like everyone else is. I'm not goign to use the word fuck any more in this update. SO here I am happy as a goddam clam, with a hot girlfiend and food in my belly, and everyone around me is having some kind of relationship trouble or family trouble or something. You can update by PHONE? That almost makes me want to pay for this account just so I can laugh my ass off at all of the humorous mistakes the software makes trying to transcribe what I say. I am wired from lack of sleep right now.
Being with someone you care about has to be the greatest feeling on the planet. Just sitting with them. Watch TV or something mundane. Just do what you do and be who you be. I wish i was 18, or had really cool parents, or was rebellious or something, because for some inexplicable reason my typically mature thought process has been tainted by a desire to get a tattoo.
It's 1 in the morning and I just finished dinner and I will probably not fall asleep until like...3 or something. I hope Rena is in a good mood tomorrow, because that is honestly the class I look forward to the most. Or at all for that matter. So I hope I can stay conscious. My waitress tipped me today and it pissed me off. I hate it when they tip me. I don't need it, they do. They make less than half what I do not including the fact that i'm the only employee with a raise and i deserve it the least and need it even less. Do I have 3 kids to feed, car and house payments, and taxes? no. so keep your 7 dollars. I enjoy working, that is my reward. You know what I will end up doing with that money most likiely? giving it to friends. buying other people something. becasue makign other people happy IS what makes me happy. Wanna make me happy? tell me how to make you happy and if I can I will. This is why I make an excellent boyfriend btw, so long as my girlfriends figure this out.
Wanna know the sign of a nerd? I just went online last night and bought $9.10 worth of heat-shrink sleeving because I had $9.67 in my paypal account. The purpose of this sleeving is for cable management in my computer. Last night I stayed up until 5 splicing wires and adding rheostats to things and installign fans and all kinds of gravy. Now in 2-3 work days I will have 7 feet of sleeving which I will utilize in a 5 hour or so marathon of cable cutting, splicing, and installing. It's gonna be GREAT!
I'm kind of apprehensive about the 14th of this month. Cuz, I would love to do somethign special for Haley. Problem is, I get to spend my entire damn day at school, then spend my entire damn day at work. And I can't get it off either because it's valentines day....it is incredibly busy at work. So I have no opporutunity to do anything special for her :( And I won't be getting off until like 2 in the mornign or some shit because when its busy and I'm the only competent employee there I get raped. I just hope I can make it clear to her that I care about her and want desperately to do somethign for her, but life does not permit it.
Well this has officially goen past the point at which the update is too long for idle glancers to bother reading it, so I expect a grand total of ZERO people will read this....much like all the other updates since like.....forever ago. I really hope I didn't say fuck after I said I wouldn't, because I'm too lazy to go back and read my shit...I never do.
Unfortunately I feel like a fucking douche not being all angst ridden and unhappy, because it sure as fuck seems like everyone else is. I'm not goign to use the word fuck any more in this update. SO here I am happy as a goddam clam, with a hot girlfiend and food in my belly, and everyone around me is having some kind of relationship trouble or family trouble or something. You can update by PHONE? That almost makes me want to pay for this account just so I can laugh my ass off at all of the humorous mistakes the software makes trying to transcribe what I say. I am wired from lack of sleep right now.
Being with someone you care about has to be the greatest feeling on the planet. Just sitting with them. Watch TV or something mundane. Just do what you do and be who you be. I wish i was 18, or had really cool parents, or was rebellious or something, because for some inexplicable reason my typically mature thought process has been tainted by a desire to get a tattoo.
It's 1 in the morning and I just finished dinner and I will probably not fall asleep until like...3 or something. I hope Rena is in a good mood tomorrow, because that is honestly the class I look forward to the most. Or at all for that matter. So I hope I can stay conscious. My waitress tipped me today and it pissed me off. I hate it when they tip me. I don't need it, they do. They make less than half what I do not including the fact that i'm the only employee with a raise and i deserve it the least and need it even less. Do I have 3 kids to feed, car and house payments, and taxes? no. so keep your 7 dollars. I enjoy working, that is my reward. You know what I will end up doing with that money most likiely? giving it to friends. buying other people something. becasue makign other people happy IS what makes me happy. Wanna make me happy? tell me how to make you happy and if I can I will. This is why I make an excellent boyfriend btw, so long as my girlfriends figure this out.
Wanna know the sign of a nerd? I just went online last night and bought $9.10 worth of heat-shrink sleeving because I had $9.67 in my paypal account. The purpose of this sleeving is for cable management in my computer. Last night I stayed up until 5 splicing wires and adding rheostats to things and installign fans and all kinds of gravy. Now in 2-3 work days I will have 7 feet of sleeving which I will utilize in a 5 hour or so marathon of cable cutting, splicing, and installing. It's gonna be GREAT!
I'm kind of apprehensive about the 14th of this month. Cuz, I would love to do somethign special for Haley. Problem is, I get to spend my entire damn day at school, then spend my entire damn day at work. And I can't get it off either because it's valentines day....it is incredibly busy at work. So I have no opporutunity to do anything special for her :( And I won't be getting off until like 2 in the mornign or some shit because when its busy and I'm the only competent employee there I get raped. I just hope I can make it clear to her that I care about her and want desperately to do somethign for her, but life does not permit it.
Well this has officially goen past the point at which the update is too long for idle glancers to bother reading it, so I expect a grand total of ZERO people will read this....much like all the other updates since like.....forever ago. I really hope I didn't say fuck after I said I wouldn't, because I'm too lazy to go back and read my shit...I never do.