Apr 16, 2004 13:18
Hrm, laying in bed till 1:00pm staring at the ceiling and trying to make sense of what has happened to a mind set that seemed so concrete really eats up a lot of the day.
Well I tried to read everyone's entries since I left but that's impossible so I'll just.. yeah whatever. Jay you're not abandoned, I just don't reply to many ljs as it is. Rick, guess what? the new Blindside cd JUST came out in canada, took a while didn't it? Brendan hope you got your paper done. etc etc
Um yeah, and me? Don't even ask. I guess I never did get that wise mentor walking into my life because I'm only digressing. I don't know exactly how to explain it but in a matter of months my outlook has gone so far that it seems like things will never look the same... and it's doubtful right now if they'll look better. But if this is all life really is, if there's nothing else to rely on and there are no sure bets... I think I'm doing pretty good.
Time to get off my ass and do something.