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"Wish I had what I needed
To be on my own
Because I feel so defeated
And I’m feeling alone
And it all seems so helpless
And I have no plans
And what I see
It could never make me happy
And all my sandcastles
Keep collapsing
...
it’s my birthday today
no one here could know
I was born this Wednesday
18 years ago
and I feel stuck watching
history repeating
...
let me know that you hear me
let me know your touch
let me know that you love me
let that be enough"
- Stolen from Switchfoot with a couple of words switched
I like the part about "no one else could know" ... it's so not transparent.. and it's not something that is anything to anybody else. Though I do have to give a cudos to all my friends who're the greatest and took me out. They'r great.
So I'm sitting here a little fuzzy but I'm more optimistic than the song.. it's just the lyrics are very true, and I like that. What else? Some strange stuff, as always, trying to make sense of the whole 'how much to drink' thing before I make plans to crash at a friend's house on friday. Though I'm not exactly the type to get into trouble so here I go, straight edge for the most part. I hope I run into some people I used to work with, haven't seen them since I quit the old job.
Mostly I just want everything to fall into place. The rest of spirit week, the bio test, the diplomas and this weekend. ... Everything else.. fills up the gaps.
Good stuff.
To be on my own
Because I feel so defeated
And I’m feeling alone
And it all seems so helpless
And I have no plans
And what I see
It could never make me happy
And all my sandcastles
Keep collapsing
...
it’s my birthday today
no one here could know
I was born this Wednesday
18 years ago
and I feel stuck watching
history repeating
...
let me know that you hear me
let me know your touch
let me know that you love me
let that be enough"
- Stolen from Switchfoot with a couple of words switched
I like the part about "no one else could know" ... it's so not transparent.. and it's not something that is anything to anybody else. Though I do have to give a cudos to all my friends who're the greatest and took me out. They'r great.
So I'm sitting here a little fuzzy but I'm more optimistic than the song.. it's just the lyrics are very true, and I like that. What else? Some strange stuff, as always, trying to make sense of the whole 'how much to drink' thing before I make plans to crash at a friend's house on friday. Though I'm not exactly the type to get into trouble so here I go, straight edge for the most part. I hope I run into some people I used to work with, haven't seen them since I quit the old job.
Mostly I just want everything to fall into place. The rest of spirit week, the bio test, the diplomas and this weekend. ... Everything else.. fills up the gaps.
Good stuff.