i am going
to have an anueyrism before this semester is out, i just know it. first of all, i have one professor that is completely incompetant but sees nothing wrong with the fact that she is. i want to stab he face off with a spork. second, i pretty much hate school more than life itself. i can't handle the pressure, i'm not gonna lie. it is wearing me thin. graduation day is going to be the happiest day of my life. there is no way in hell i am going to grad school, i have decided that i will take a terrible job for the rest of my life rather than spend anymore time in a class than i already must. i don't care. i don't like learning. i don't like listening to professors pretend they know what they are talking about when they really just got everything from the fucking book, and yet they expect you to have it all memorized even though you know they don't. i've had some great professors in my life, but currently many of them are failing me. ugh. i just have to get this off of my chest. i have been a crazy wreck since school started and it isn't going to get any better. i don't have a single week for the rest of the semester(except for spring break, which is when i have to do observations) that i don't have at least 2 things due. that's just bad luck. blah blah, poor me, etc. etc.