How do you say it? Balance?
Okay so, its been a few days since my last entry and some changes have happend. I've been talking to this Shelby girl online and she is fucking awesome, but she is moveing this summer to KY....*tear* We will see how this goes. Still talking to Jessica and i have decided that she will be better off as a friend because we have different views on relationships kinda although i deffinetly wouldnt mind dateing her someday and still hanging with her and such or even if something come out through hanging withher dateing her then although i really have my eyes on Shelby like big time. And on to Kelly...this weekend was a very Kelly weekend and it was a random one at that. She came over Friday on a random set of plans and spent the night as always and then we just layed around my room all of saturday till i took her home. I found out some pretty good information and thing i set my point across to her on dateing which works for me. Im not really trying to be with her now because i find our current relationship to just click...although it makes for difficulties with me dateing because i am willing to date people. lol I think she's just a party girl that just needs for life to catch up to her then she'll see until then im not too worried and she is a fucking great friend.
But yeah, really looking towards Shelby and hopeing if something happens with anyone i can organize this thing with Kelly.
This past school week was really gay and this week im hopeing will be much better.
I think im going loony...or im just really bored because i caught a smell of Kelly in my room like 45 mins ago...then again her smell is prolly just in the air and smell is like the most effective sense we have. I was also burning a tootsie pop and some old lip gloss...tootsie pops smell good and let me tell you lip gloss smells and taste good. So if your ever poor and very hungry grab some skittles lips gloss its sweet and leaves a weird feeling in your mouth for about 15 mins.
Okay, review...Odd friendship with Kelly that works, want Shelby badly and really really dont want her to move because she's an awesome friend, Jessica is iffy, school is gay as fuck, im ether crazy or really bored because im smelling good things and eating lip gloss...Oh and think i have finally found balance in my life because i've been in a great mood and really dont care about much after thinking about some stuff. I love you...
Im lost, Stefan
But yeah, really looking towards Shelby and hopeing if something happens with anyone i can organize this thing with Kelly.
This past school week was really gay and this week im hopeing will be much better.
I think im going loony...or im just really bored because i caught a smell of Kelly in my room like 45 mins ago...then again her smell is prolly just in the air and smell is like the most effective sense we have. I was also burning a tootsie pop and some old lip gloss...tootsie pops smell good and let me tell you lip gloss smells and taste good. So if your ever poor and very hungry grab some skittles lips gloss its sweet and leaves a weird feeling in your mouth for about 15 mins.
Okay, review...Odd friendship with Kelly that works, want Shelby badly and really really dont want her to move because she's an awesome friend, Jessica is iffy, school is gay as fuck, im ether crazy or really bored because im smelling good things and eating lip gloss...Oh and think i have finally found balance in my life because i've been in a great mood and really dont care about much after thinking about some stuff. I love you...
Im lost, Stefan