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I have a special walking boot now. No more crutches, thank God. I have a doctor's appt on wednesday and an mri appt on sunday. Hopefully I can get some answers and a time frame of when I might be able to return to work. It has already been over a month and its driving me crazy.
I've been bouncing between Modesto and San Francisco mostly. Occasionally I stop off in Fresno but that's a rare one now that I am out of money.
I adore my boyfriend more than anything. He is the most amazing boyfriend I have ever had. He is so incredibly good to me. I can really, truly be myself around him and he adores me for me. There is nothing more I could ask for. We can be absolutely silly together and love every second of it. He is the complete polar opposite of every boy I have dated.
He says the sweetest things to me. When I still had my crutches he nonchalantly said to me, "I wish that I could give you my good foot, and I'll take your bad foot and help you bear the burden." When I asked him which side of the bed he likes to sleep on he pointed and said, "this side, because I feel like I can protect you."
The "L" word has not slipped our lips yet, but I feel it flutter around various times throughout our visits. I know that when he does say it to me, it will be perfect and mean everything. No guy has ever shown me the tenderness, or eagerness to care for me that Matt has. He is also proud to have me, he likes to introduce me to everyone as "my girlfriend Stephanie" and I love that. I am just as proud to have him as my own. I love to talk about him and how wonderful and talented he is. He recently got the cover and a three page full color spread in an art magazine called Bootleg.
We adopted a rat who we lovingly named Gus Gus Squeekerton Peabody McPoo. We call him Gus Gus for short.
I love me some Gus Gus.
I ordered some glasses in a light prescription to help me with driving at night and general sight clarity improvement. I ordered them from Pearle Vision where my dear friend Dulcy Fruttah works.
I'm trying to remain in good spirits. It's very difficult lately. I feel helpless and like I have no control over my own life in any way right now. I can't control my money flow or my injury. I have a couple of job offers, one in modesto and one in berkeley. I'm considering moving back home even if I stay with my flying. I probably won't, but its possible. I need to save money so badly and catch up on everything. I want my future to be solid and to fix my credit. I feel like I might be able to do that if I can get back on my feet soon enough.
bleh.
I've been bouncing between Modesto and San Francisco mostly. Occasionally I stop off in Fresno but that's a rare one now that I am out of money.
I adore my boyfriend more than anything. He is the most amazing boyfriend I have ever had. He is so incredibly good to me. I can really, truly be myself around him and he adores me for me. There is nothing more I could ask for. We can be absolutely silly together and love every second of it. He is the complete polar opposite of every boy I have dated.
He says the sweetest things to me. When I still had my crutches he nonchalantly said to me, "I wish that I could give you my good foot, and I'll take your bad foot and help you bear the burden." When I asked him which side of the bed he likes to sleep on he pointed and said, "this side, because I feel like I can protect you."
The "L" word has not slipped our lips yet, but I feel it flutter around various times throughout our visits. I know that when he does say it to me, it will be perfect and mean everything. No guy has ever shown me the tenderness, or eagerness to care for me that Matt has. He is also proud to have me, he likes to introduce me to everyone as "my girlfriend Stephanie" and I love that. I am just as proud to have him as my own. I love to talk about him and how wonderful and talented he is. He recently got the cover and a three page full color spread in an art magazine called Bootleg.
We adopted a rat who we lovingly named Gus Gus Squeekerton Peabody McPoo. We call him Gus Gus for short.
I love me some Gus Gus.
I ordered some glasses in a light prescription to help me with driving at night and general sight clarity improvement. I ordered them from Pearle Vision where my dear friend Dulcy Fruttah works.
I'm trying to remain in good spirits. It's very difficult lately. I feel helpless and like I have no control over my own life in any way right now. I can't control my money flow or my injury. I have a couple of job offers, one in modesto and one in berkeley. I'm considering moving back home even if I stay with my flying. I probably won't, but its possible. I need to save money so badly and catch up on everything. I want my future to be solid and to fix my credit. I feel like I might be able to do that if I can get back on my feet soon enough.
bleh.