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today was a really good day actually. School went fine, and i went to panera with steve after school. We got soups and i got a hot chocolate which was actually good! and then he came over afterwards which was fantastic like always. Then he went to get his haircut. I took my final grabs of his hair haha. We're so funny together haha. Like he makes me so happy lol. i'm smiling right now thinking about him.. anyway. then i went to starbucks, and jazz messengers. till 7 and then i worked on the hallways. steve came around 820, hung out, brought his friend em who i met, she was nice. then he left and drove her home and came back like 40 mins later. ummm i made him a crown haha. it was nice =] i put his name on it and everything. how cute. i'm really glad he came back. and stayed with me. he mustve been so bored just sitting there and watching me. he couldve been on his computer surfing or his wii or something, but i'm glad he came back so that i could see him. Haha his hair cut. i dont NOT like it. It is nice, it makes him look more professional, and i guess mature? even though it reminds me of him in old pictures when he was younger. He looks clean and thats how he wants to be looked at. He wants to make a good impression, and i guess his hair before wasnt sending out the right message? I liked it. but like he said, theres more to him then his hair... (like his good looks, hot body, nice eyes, great personality, good humor, and his ability to put me in a good mood no matter what) but it was one of the best parts. lol. I'm not upset at all lol. I just wish i had one last grasp ahaha. like wanna go back to 4pm when i wouldnt let go of it. its like a part of him is now gone! ahhhh haha. its not a big deal i know. but yo i wasn't mad at him. he was actually being really nice lol. so uhh yeah that was my day.
i'm getting nervous about sunday. not gonna lie. I'm not ready. BLAH.
other then that, this weekend shouldnt be so bad... i guess!
goodnight.
i love you.