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I'm not gonna sympathize with you and tell you how hard it must be for you... But you want to know how I am? I am horrible. I am ripped apart. And not because I lost you, but because... if it had been me... I would have waited. I would have found out the truth. I wouldn't have given up on you... and now I realize... what an absolute waste that would have been. And i continue to wait, and you know what? I finally realize... it's not worth it. Not even after a year. There will be better. And i will have better.
I think i'm going to be okay.
I think i'm going to be okay.