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So it's been awhile since I've written. I can't say I feel any better than the last time I wrote, things are still going shitty. I am more confused than ever, and getting different information from different places (which I'm sure you can imagine is more than confusing, especially when dealing with emotions). I really wish things could be reversed in time, back to when things weren't so damn confusing!
Such as the summer, I think it's something I'm going to hold onto as long as I can. They were the best days of my life, I highly doubt you read this shit but I met you... Thanks so much for being there for me during the summer, I think I grew a lot during that time (and no not in height lol). Thanks to my friends who made Indiana such an awesome experience last year, I couldn't have asked for a better time away with my baton peeps! I am trying to change myself into an independant person, I have honestly needed more independance for quite sometime and I think I am finally doing it for me! I don't think my personality or who I am has changed at all, I very much like the person that I am - Sorry if you disagree!
I don't enjoy getting into much depth with my feelings through words, especially where everyone can read. So whatever you make out from this, it's probably not right...
Until Next Time!
Stephy-
Such as the summer, I think it's something I'm going to hold onto as long as I can. They were the best days of my life, I highly doubt you read this shit but I met you... Thanks so much for being there for me during the summer, I think I grew a lot during that time (and no not in height lol). Thanks to my friends who made Indiana such an awesome experience last year, I couldn't have asked for a better time away with my baton peeps! I am trying to change myself into an independant person, I have honestly needed more independance for quite sometime and I think I am finally doing it for me! I don't think my personality or who I am has changed at all, I very much like the person that I am - Sorry if you disagree!
I don't enjoy getting into much depth with my feelings through words, especially where everyone can read. So whatever you make out from this, it's probably not right...
Until Next Time!
Stephy-