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Jan 13, 2007 14:59

I have come to the realization that the world is full of fakes and liars you have to make yourself happy first, and the people who remain in your life throughout that time are the only ones that really matter stop living your life to make other people happy. you can not change people but you can change your own life to make things better for you.

I unintentionally push people away. I hate opening up and letting people in. I hate feeling like a burden on people, so I usually wear a smile on my face, but I am hurting so much inside. A lot of people have their opinions on who I am, but most are completely wrong There is so much I want to do, but I let things get in my way and I am tired of it. I am so drained. I just want to be saved. I just want to be happy. All I ever want is to be with people that I care about, and who equally care about me. I am all about trust and helping people out. I love my sister more than anyone in this world, and I am so glad that we are good again. Kristen Dennis is pretty much a second sister to me. I would do anything for her and I am so grateful for everything she does for me. I truly love her no matter what anyone has to say about it. I have my true friends that love me for me and that is all that matters. I am not going to worry about what people who know nothing about me have to say. Most of them are just as unhappy with their own lives and feel the need to bring other people down, and I do not need that in my life. It is time for a change. I have wasted too much time. It is time to finally move on.
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