i totally did not want to post today!
but i felt i had to.
R.I.P---27th Dec 2008
i know i wasn't all that close to you,
but i know you had so much ahead of you.
you will be dearly missed
and thank you for holding on to the last string of hope
and though we never got to say goodbye,
i know you're at peace, in no pain at all.
as you deserve.
god will make a way, when there seems to be no way.
even if you think it was boring and uneventful,
your life would have at least made an impact to someone.
life is too fragile and precious for us
to be wasting our time, moping about how pitiful our lives are,
when people wish to see another sunrise.
god, how selfish we can be.
father was just telling us today the importance of family.
what's the meaning for FAMILY?
what's the definition for it?
does it only include your blood relatives? your mum your dad your siblings?
i'd rather have a huge family,
like my parents and siblings are irreplaceable!
i have friends that understand and love me!
i have friends who i just talk to through LJ, though i have never seen them-
but whatever it is, i'll cherish them,
not treat them differently,
but hold a new perspective to how i see things pass by every single day.
every squabble with my sister, every meal time.
i'll be grateful for these moments.
cos they make up my life.
and family shall be the director of my life.
but in this case, i'll leave it to god to say "CUT!" for me.
blessed are those who fear the lord and walk in his ways...
in loving memory of TAN HUI YIN.
we'll never forget you!
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time to move on.
it may be painful and difficult
you may find youself in despair.
but you'll find a reason to smile soon enough.
i'd smiled and teared up during this video:
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